Lost he feels.. so lost without them without the voices in his head telling him to end it end the suffering this world has caused, end the confusion, the sorrow, the pain, the hurt, the loneliness, it's to much he can't bare it. He doesn't know what else to do.. he's so lost.. he feels like he's missing something something dear to him something important but.. what is it? He do not recall. He just feel like He's the only one in life the only one that's missing out on adventures, a life time, the only one who's missing color to his rainbow. What is this? What is this feeling inside? It is her! It is her that has called me to feel like this, it